More Jitters!

I'm afraid I've got yet another case of...the jitters! For me, it seems to be a chronic ailment; it's as if I'm always nervous about something. This time, anyway, it's about my graduation party. Which is tomorrow, by the way. (Although, technically, it's already tomorrow, since it's 1:13 in the morning...I guess that means my party is at three this afternoon.) Nervous? About a party? My God, you're even more neurotic than I thought - I'm sure that's what you're thinking, or close to it. And yes, I'm afraid I am, in fact, very neurotic. But this is why I'm so nervous: what if my party is boring? I keep thinking of all these things that I probably did wrong, such as the guest list. Alright, I didn't actually make a list, but I'm still worried that I invited the wrong mix of people. What if no one wants to talk to each other? I mean, I remember going to someone else's graduation party last week, and I had a horrible time because I really didn't know anyone other than the host himself. Actually, that's not true; I knew other people, but no one I could have a decent conversation with. All I did was eat, make small talk, eat, eat some more, talk to the host, eat, eat again, talk to the host again, and eat yet again. And than I ate again. I spent 45 minutes doing just that (I had to call a friend to come pick me up because I was miserable!). Is that pathetic or what? I just don't want my guests to feel that way.

Oh, for God's sake...I'll be fine.